Hi, it's me.

Hi bloggie. How are you?? I'm fine. It's late, I know, but I'm feeling a little down and need someone to talk to. (I know, I know, I'm really just talking to myself).

I changed my blog around today. Do you like it? I think I like it. We'll see.

I have a lot of things in my brain presently and I'm having a hard time organizing them and telling myself that it's ok. I want to say that everything will be ok, and it will, just not right now. Or at least, it doesn't feel that way. I feel very out of touch. I don't want to be out of touch, but I feel that way.

Did I miss the big sign that said "You're going to be overwhelmed soon!! LOOK OUT!!!!"??

I want to apologize to all of the people that I call my friends and family. The last several months have been quite a whirlwind and I'm still not sure that I have recovered. I hope that I haven't offended you and if I have, I am truely sorry. I am a silly girl who makes mistakes all the time and is trying to learn from them. I appreciate the good things in my life and hope that you all realize that you are a part of that.

So again, I wish I could say that it will be ok. No, I know it will. I just wish it was now. I know that all of the things around me that I cannot control that are bothering me will eventually get to the point that they need to be at and the world will spin again. I'll keep putting my brave face on and hope that it doesn't crack and you'll see underneath it. I wish I could fix everything but I know I can't. I wish I could have it all.

Oh well. Maybe next year.......

Thanks for listening bloggie. Thanks for being patient with me when I forget about you and don't feel like I have anything important to say.

And to everyone else. I love you!